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as what i've always said: "i'm UNIQUE and ONE of a KIND"...
i know there something in me... that inspite of whatever may happen in my day, i'm going to stay this way: trying and giving LIFE in the BEST WAY i know how...
keeping my spirits up and all things in perspective...
i know it's going to be OKAY...
i've made it thru difficult things before and i always land on my feet... i may not be dancing; may not be always sure about what to do next... but i always manage to figure things out... especially when i'm able to keep my SENSE of HUMOR and not lose my SMILE...
and if i'll just really think about it... i'll realize that i'm a very STRONG individual who knows what i wants and how to get it the best way i can...
someone who may not have all the answers but who is willing to HOPE, TRY and BELIEVE...
that i can see my way thru just about anything; it just all depends on how i look at it... and when people look at me, all they will see is someone who really is...
PRETTY AMAZING...
Whether i'm trying to endure or striving to endeavor, i'll just be the kind of person who can handle all kinds of WEATHER...



...SOMEONE whose ARMS will HOLD me when i'm WEAK
...SOMEONE whose EYES will SEE my UGLIEST
...SOMEOME whose HEART will LOVE me at my WORST
...coz when i find that SOMEONE, i know it's TRUE LOVE!

...SOMEONE who could DANCE with ME under the NIGHT SKY even without the MOON and the STARS... even without MUSIC playing... even if that SOMEONE can't dance well... but still dance with ME...



.:: Bcoz of Ur Love ::.
how can I see Your face
and receive Your loving grace
when I am here shamed in sin
hurting You deep within

yet everytime I run and flee
You take me home forgiving me
with the skies I feel Your touch
no other love can be this much

You are there as I hide
with Your arms open wide

for You alone have the greatest love
the world has ever known
a love that never ceases to embrace a weary heart
and give a brand new start
provides light where the sun has never shown
now I can understand
that I am here because of Your love

so I take Your gentle hand
only to sin again
and yet You turn then stubbornly
you take me home, forgiving me

how can love as great as this
even want to exist
oh God of all that's good and true
please believe I love You too

though I walk through desert's doors
I will fear nothing more

that I am here because...
you are there as I hide with Your arms open wide
though I walk through desert's doors
I will fear nothing more nothing more

as You take me by the hand
that I am here because of Your love




This is meeh...
My name is...
My kiss is...erotic
My hugs are...warm
My eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
My touch is...heart warming
My smell is...amazing
My smile is...encouraging
My love is...one of a kind
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
**EMO mode ON**

i'm soooo tired hating you but i don't wanna love you anymore...
and for the last time before i get fully numb, i just wanna let you know that if not for you i would never have known love at all...
so thank you for being the person who taught me to love...
and to be love...

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 01:29 am
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Friday, January 23, 2009
sana pwede kahit "pause" lang!!!

lutang ang isip ko...
sa araw araw na lang pag-gising ko
hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang gusto ko!!
nakakapagod pero ayoko naman magpahinga..
dahil pag nagpahinga ako mag-iisip na naman ako..
ang labo pero yun ang nararamdaman ko..
gusto ko lumayo, gusto ko mag-isa..
pero san naman ako pupunta???

dahil hindi pwede ang "stop"...
sana pwedeng kahit  "pause" lang muna...
at pag okei na ang lahat,
pag feeling ko ok na ako...
pag hindi na pagod ang isip ko...

saka ko na lang ulit "play" ang buhay ko!!!

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 01:00 pm
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Thursday, January 08, 2009
tonight i will write the saddest lines..

tonight i will write the saddest lines..

for tonight i will stop thinking of you and stop hoping to see you in my dreams..
for tonight i will convince myself that there could never really be an "us" again..
for tonight i will wish upon the stars not to see you nor have contact with you anymore..
for tonight i have to accept the fact that memories good or bad are just memories and nothing more than that..
for tonight i will face the true meaning of letting go and moving on..

'coz for tonight i will say goodbye to you.. to our friendship.. and to all the things that keeps me from believing that "we" deserve a second chance..

God knows how much i loved you.. how much i cared for you and how much i wanted to be with you again..

i will shed my last tears for you tonight hoping that it could washed away everything that keeps me from feeling this way..

can't count how many times i've said goodbye to you..
but tonight, my goodbye isn't because i wanted to go away..

but to look forward and learn to appreciate everything that i have taken for granted for the past years just because i was too blinded of my love for you..

just for tonight, i won't pretend that i'm OK and that i'm not hurting..

but i'll make sure that tomorrow, i will be able to write something far from what i have written tonight..

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 11:03 pm
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Wednesday, January 07, 2009
12m53w365d8760h525600m31536000s of my 2008

ilang araw ko nang ginagawa ang year-end entry for 2008 ko pero hindi ko matapos tapos dahil blanko talaga ang utak ko...
so instead of pasakitin ko pa ang ulo ko sa pag-iisip ng kung ano ang pwede ko masulat para balikan at ikwento ang 12mos, 53weeks, 365 days, 8760hours, 525600minutes, 31536000seconds
of my 2008... i'll just sum it up with the 30+ places i've been and 100's of new/old faces and friends i've met along the way...














































Finally tapos na!!!

...sa mga sumusunod
abet , clark, cher, dennis, dominic, donie, joyce, lanie, marlon, mic, mike, mon, oros, packy, pauldee, rofil, roy, sarah, sheldon, tapz, tin
maraming salamat sa magagandang larawan...

...at sa lahat ng nakasama ko, sa lahat ng mga mukha na andito...

maraming maraming salamat...


at sana ngayong 2009 mas marami pa tayong lugar na mapuntahan... :)


SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 05:57 pm
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Tuesday, January 06, 2009
A + 2009

hindi ako naniniwala sa Horoscope pero sabi nga nila kung positive naman ang lahat ng nakasulat bakit hindi eh wala naman mawawala tutal ako pa din naman ang may control sa kung ano ang gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko pero syempre sa tulong pa din NYA :)

natuwa lang ako nung nabasa ko na ang mga isinilang sa taon ng unggoy ay ma swerte ngayon taon ng baka...

basahin nyo na lang ng mas maintindihan nyo... :)


Monkey people didn't have any significant performance in 2008, the Year of the Rat. They felt that someone or something blocked their luck all the time. In the year of 2009, there are many Lucky Stars coming to Monkey people. So they have complete new luck and they can expect good news from career, money, reputation, love or happiness area. However, some tiny Unlucky Stars hiding beside the Lucky Stars in 2009. That means Monkey people shouldn't show too complacent and too conceited, because their enemies are still around. If Monkey people make any mistake, then they might lose their reputation, power or wealth.

Career: There are three major Lucky Career Stars appearing in 2009. Those signs indicate you will have an extraordinary and outstanding achievement in your job performance or business development. It's time that you show people about your talent, wisdom, skill. Many people will accept your idea and proposal. Your plan or project will show significant progress and impressive results. You have good chance to gain more responsibilities, own higher power and even win a job promotion. When you have better performance or hold a higher position, then many people become jealous to you. Someone might try to look for your shortcoming or mistake in order to impede your working progress and to damage your reputation. Fortunately, since your keen perception and quick response, you are able to a plan to protect yourself. Also, your supporters will help your to remove the hamper.

Money: There is a Lucky Money Star showing in this year. Since you have a good career luck, your salary fixed income will be satisfactory. If you work for someone, you might earn an extra bonus. If you own your business, then the company sales will have a significant growth. However, the Money Star is not a Windfall Star. The money won't come from gambling, heritage, gift or lottery.  It's required your hardworking and time to earn all your income. Another sign show that you have a chance to lose your personal property and no way to recover it. Or an unexpected accident causes your money loss. Therefore, it's safer that do show off your wealth in 2009.

Love: One very Auspicious Star and a Happy Star are gathering in love area. That is the sign of success, happiness, joyfulness, smooth or marriage. If you are single, then you have opportunity to find your dream companion and enjoy the happy love life. If you are already in love, the relationship with your lover will become much closer. If both of you are ready, then you can consider the marriage. If you are married, you and your spouse have a endless love. A new born baby might come into your family. However, if you are a male Monkey guy, you have the chance to meet opposite sex outside. If you don't give in to temptation, you will get lots of argument with your spouse.

Health: Although you have many Lucky Stars coming in your astrological cycle. There also are some Unlucky Stars around you this year. This brings up the health issue. The career will make you busy in 2009. You will feel tired very often. If you have too much nightlife and too less exercise, then you will get sick easily. As long as understanding the health might become the problem, then you should limit unnecessary social life, keep healthy eating habit, maintain good sleeping quality and exercise routinely, then you will have a healthy life in the year of Cow.

Fortune: Monkey people have excellent career luck in 2009. They will work very skillfully and proficiently on their daily job. Their wealth will increase because of good job performance. However, there still is a potential unlucky event coming. Monkey people still need to pay attention on words and deeds. If you can spend more time in helping others, then you will win the good reputation, which could bring you more money in. The feeling of wealth, power, happiness and satisfaction will all come to you.

source: http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/2009/2009Monkey.htm

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 12:52 pm
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Monday, January 05, 2009
iba talaga pag girl scout :)

qoute for the day: dapat laging handa

nag camping kami ng kapatid ko sa loob ng bahay!!! hehehe

hindi kasi namin alam kung bakit bigla na lang sumisingaw ang gas stove.. humingi na kami ng tulog sa landlord namin pero sa kadahilanang hindi rin nya alam kung ano ang dahilan at pare-pareho kaming natatakot na sindihan ito... ayun at nagamit ko ulit ang gas stove ko na halos matagal tagal ding nakatago... buti na lang at may natira pa pala akong butane nung huling akyat ko kung hindi pareho kaming magugutom ng kapatid ko... hehehe





p.s. ngayon ok na sya... pina-check na namin sa bilihan ng gasul sa tapat namin at regulator lang pala ang problema... :)

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 10:29 pm
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
Thank You... My Friends

Somewhere between the *procrastination*
and the incessant forwards
and the friendships
and the calls/txt messages to each other complaining about
Boyfriends/Girlfriends and even X's!!
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and
the "
What are we doing tonight's?"
And somewhere between all of the changing and growing...
somewhere between all TRIPS, InuMAN and GiMIks
...And the PRETENDING that we're Happy SomeTiMEs

Somewhere between all the appointments,
Making plans then breaking plans...
Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing...

I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy...
And that pretending to be SmArT doesn't make you smart ..
I forgot that you can't just forget the past
in fear of the FUTURE...
I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself
fall in *LoVe*
.... I learned that I can LOVE...
I learned that it's okay to MEsS UP....
And it's okay to
ask for HELP..
And it's okay to feel like crap...
I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiN
and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day........
I learned that
sometimes the things you want 
most,
you just
can't have
and the things that you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing
about LIFE and the working world
it isn't about the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the Hookups...

 
It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*
which means taking chances...
I learned that
sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to
talk about...
I learned that
TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you
think it can't get worse - it does! ...
but with the
love and support of friends - you survive...
I've learned that when you start feeling
BaD
about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost!
They too, are feeling the
same way....
I learned that letters from friends
are the most important things.
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better!
But, basically, I just learned that my friends........
Both old and new.....
are the most important people to me in the world AND.......
without them, I wouldn't  be who
I am today...
So this is a
THANK YOU
to all
of my friends...

For a year full of Joy, Laughters and HOPE...
and most especially
...

For always being there...

See you all in 2009!!!

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 12:24 am
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
...promise...

when i heard this song written by Yeng and included in her new album Journey... i can so relate to it... promise

Promise
Music and Words by: Yeng Constantino
Arranged by: Noel Mendez

since this is what you wanted
then i'll just walk away
you'll have your time to think
of all the things
and what you need
while i'm gone and away

is this really what you wanted
then i will let you go
i'll be keeping all my fears
though i'm drowning in my tears
with a thought of a life without you

but if someday you'll need a friend
i promise i won't let you down
i'll be there for you
right there beside you
i promise

is this really what you needed
then i will say goodbye
all the memories that we've shared
will be running in my head
i'll be thinking about you
just thinking about you

but if someday you'll need a friend
i promise i won't let you down
i'll be there for you
right there beside you
i promise

cause if one day thing's don't feel so right
i am someone you can call
if you feel you've no one to turn to i'm here

'cause if this is what you needed
i won't let you see me cry
and all my sleepless nights
i'll be waiting for your call
i'll be dreaming about you
just dreaming about you

but if someday you'll need a friend
i promise i won't let you down
i'll be there for you
right there beside you
i promise...

want to listen??? click here

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 09:11 pm
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
the worst thing that could happen while you were sleeping...

it's when all you want is PEACE of MIND...

then suddenly you had a dream...
but the dream is about...

the person who always makes you cry!!!



damn... hindi na ba ako pwede matulog ng masarap
Sad

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 10:46 am
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.:: blooming daw ako... bakit nga kaya??? ::.

dis past few days iisang comment lang ang naririnig ko sa mga friends ko...

"jhen, blooming ka!!!"

hehehe, syempre palakpak naman ang tenga ng lola nyo at hindi matanggal ang ngiti sa mukha...
kaya lang may kasunod ang comment na tanong...

"in-love ka ba???"

hmmm... pag in-love lang ba kailangan maging blooming???
kung "OO" ang sagot dyan, eh di para na din nating sinabi na pag hindi tayo in-love hindi tayo maganda... hehehe
tama ba ako???

tsaka lalaki lang ba ang dahilan kung bakit kailangan kong maging blooming???
well, for me the answer is a big "NO"...

pero bakit nga ba "blooming" daw ako???
actually hindi ko naman napapansin na may "changes" sakin eh... sila lang ang nakakapansin nun...
cguro nakikita lang nila ako na palaging naka-smile na para bang walang problema... pero kung alam lang nila ang lahat ng asa isip ko ngayon baka magulat sila... magaling lang talaga siguro ako magdala... hehehe

pero tulad ng walag katapusang problema... hindi din naman kasi natatapos ang "realization" na pwedeng makatulong para mas maging maganda ang takbo ng buhay d ba??? and i guess it's one of the reasons why "blooming" ako... hehehe

i've realized that there are so many reasons for me to feel good for myself...
enough of self-pity kasi wala naman magandang nagawa sakin yun eh... ako lang din ang nahihirapan... cguro nga tama na yung "katangahan" na pinairal ko... but don't get me wrong, i still have no regrets in everything that happens... hehehe

so many reasons for me to be happy and live this life the best way i could...

and the thought that i have so many friends (maybe not all of them are true...) but still they're all my friends who somehow makes a big difference in my life... mga friends na hindi lang tanggap kung ano ang kaya ko gawin at kaya ko ibigay kundi pati ang "katangahan" ko tanggap nila at palaging andyan para sakin... (kilala nyo na kung sino kayo...)

and the kind of family that i have... na kahit na ilang beses pa ako bigyan ng pagkakaton na pumili ng family sa buhay ko... sila pa din ang pipiliin ko... hindi ko man palaging napapakita sa kanila how important they are to me... but only HE knows how much i love and value them...

i may not be FULLY SATISFIED with what i have now...
i may not be FULLY HAPPY in everything that's happening to me now...

but i know that i should be THANKFUL... no matter what
'coz i know that somehow i belong to this "PEOPLE" who loves me and only wants the BEST for me...

and it's true that...

"HAPPINESS is not being with SOMEONE... it's belonging to SOMEONE..."

--mga friends ko out there... nasagot ko ba ang tanong kung bakit blooming ako ngayon???

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 01:21 am
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