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as what i've always said: "i'm UNIQUE and ONE of a KIND"...
i know there something in me... that inspite of whatever may happen in my day, i'm going to stay this way: trying and giving LIFE in the BEST WAY i know how...
keeping my spirits up and all things in perspective...
i know it's going to be OKAY...
i've made it thru difficult things before and i always land on my feet... i may not be dancing; may not be always sure about what to do next... but i always manage to figure things out... especially when i'm able to keep my SENSE of HUMOR and not lose my SMILE...
and if i'll just really think about it... i'll realize that i'm a very STRONG individual who knows what i wants and how to get it the best way i can...
someone who may not have all the answers but who is willing to HOPE, TRY and BELIEVE...
that i can see my way thru just about anything; it just all depends on how i look at it... and when people look at me, all they will see is someone who really is...
PRETTY AMAZING...
Whether i'm trying to endure or striving to endeavor, i'll just be the kind of person who can handle all kinds of WEATHER...



...SOMEONE whose ARMS will HOLD me when i'm WEAK
...SOMEONE whose EYES will SEE my UGLIEST
...SOMEOME whose HEART will LOVE me at my WORST
...coz when i find that SOMEONE, i know it's TRUE LOVE!

...SOMEONE who could DANCE with ME under the NIGHT SKY even without the MOON and the STARS... even without MUSIC playing... even if that SOMEONE can't dance well... but still dance with ME...



.:: Bcoz of Ur Love ::.
how can I see Your face
and receive Your loving grace
when I am here shamed in sin
hurting You deep within

yet everytime I run and flee
You take me home forgiving me
with the skies I feel Your touch
no other love can be this much

You are there as I hide
with Your arms open wide

for You alone have the greatest love
the world has ever known
a love that never ceases to embrace a weary heart
and give a brand new start
provides light where the sun has never shown
now I can understand
that I am here because of Your love

so I take Your gentle hand
only to sin again
and yet You turn then stubbornly
you take me home, forgiving me

how can love as great as this
even want to exist
oh God of all that's good and true
please believe I love You too

though I walk through desert's doors
I will fear nothing more

that I am here because...
you are there as I hide with Your arms open wide
though I walk through desert's doors
I will fear nothing more nothing more

as You take me by the hand
that I am here because of Your love




This is meeh...
My name is...
My kiss is...erotic
My hugs are...warm
My eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
My touch is...heart warming
My smell is...amazing
My smile is...encouraging
My love is...one of a kind
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Friday, January 14, 2005
.:: The GREATEST ADVICE ::.

Don't date because you are desperate.
Don't marry because you are miserable.
Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior. Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't dictate because you are smarter.
Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough and know better.
Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder. Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals. Don't stagnate.!

Don't regress.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back. Don't put
your life on hold for possibly Mr/Mrs Right. Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr Wrong because your biological clock is ticking.

Learn a new skill.
Find a new friend.
Start a new career.
Sometimes, there is no race to be won.
Only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of what you can be. Simplify your life. Take away the clutter. Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and dangerous liaisons. Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.
Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family. Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you are not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.
Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.
Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.

Write poetry.
Love Deeply.
Walk barefoot.
Dance with wild abandon.
Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you. You light up your life. You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you except YOU.

It is true that life does not get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.
Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.
Don't lose faith in your God.
Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time. Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E because the essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves.


-the first email i've read this morning... and it's really something nice to share to you guys out there...
Have a nice day and an enjoyable weekend...

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 08:20 am
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
.:: a quote from a Friend ::.

The most difficult things to accept are the things which we know is wrong from the very start but still we let it happen...

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 03:28 pm
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
...ala lang!!!

wala lang ako magawa...
and2 pa ako sa ofc...
mag-isa...
ayoko umuwi ng maaga kasi kung anu-ano na naman ang maiisip ko...
haaaaaayyyyyyyy...

pwede bang mag "time space warp" na lang ako...

haaaaaayyyyyyyy ulit...

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 07:18 pm
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-= it does make sense =-




Dear Jhen,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, January 11:

You know the saying, 'Give til it hurts,' but who's getting hurt? Is your generous heart bleeding itself dry for some worthy cause? Is your effortless output causing the receiver great pain? Stop to adjust an imbalance.


i'm d kind of person who never believes on what the horoscope says... but sometimes reading some of it really make sense...

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 09:58 am
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Monday, January 10, 2005
-= in Losing "YOU" =-

There is dignity in not giving up on someone we truly love. But there is more dignity in letting them go so they can experience better love. That shows my true love because i then become unselfish. And through putting others first, unconditional love grows.

There is respect in fighting gallantly to win someone's heart another time. But an even greater respect comes from fighting hard and knowing when to stop. Even though i would give anything to have the past back. "YOU" touched my life in a way that will make my future so much brighter. Accept and hold my head high. Knowing i have captured your heart as well. There is courage in allowing my heart to hurt and grieve. But there is a greater courage in knowing it will be scarred but stronger as time goes on. For those scars has made my life better in some way and will make me a better person when i finally found that SOMEONE because of what those scars taught me.

Losing "YOU", the person who meant the most in my life is a humbling experience, yet it is even more humbling if i allow "YOU" to run my life and forsake all i have been blessed with when i feel like i have lost my world.

I should consider how many people depends on me and who am i to the world. There is a fortitude in holding on for another chance although an even greater fortitude comes from extending my hand and heart in FRIENDSHIP, realizing i will still share things with "YOU" no one else ever will.

I will always have the looks and jokes and memories. I should never discount how special those things are in my heart and yours. True love hurts when it is lost but an even greater love grows inside mine through realization that something better is in the world for both of us.

And that there are still things to share with "YOU", even though some feelings may have changed.

Take your hand and helped "YOU" achieve your hopes and dreams Because in that there is dignity, respect, courage, humility, fortitude, and the unconditional love that will continue to grow in both of our hearts...

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 04:55 pm
what the soul says (1)  

-= KungFu Hustle (a must see movie) =-

if you really wanna have a good time laughing... hanggang sa sumakit ang tyan nyo sa kakatawa... don't miss this one... i've watched Shaolin Soccer but this one is very different... nag-enjoy talaga ako... i've never seen the trailer of it kaya at first hesistant ako na panoorin sya last night pero wala ako magawa kasi yun ang gusto panoorin ng mga cousin ko, but then after watching it, i can't stop laughing... HAHAHA... especially pag naaalala ko yung steps ng AXE Gang Dance... and yung character nung landlady having the lions roar kungfu technique and the red underware nung tailor... hehehe

having reference to the dialoagues in some movies... you really can't stop laughing while watching...

"With great power comes great responsibility" - remember Spiderman
He must be "The One" - movie of Jet Lee

though it was dubbed in mandarin with mandarin and english subtitle... it's cool and a

100% FUN

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 02:23 pm
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Friday, January 07, 2005
-= a story that never ends =-

i never really expect any text message from u that night but then... u did send me one...

"Hapi new year! I know i have wronged u in many ways! If u cant find it in your heart 2 4giv me, il just pray 2nyt dat someday u will! God bless!" - 31-12-2004 18:20

after reading ur text message, assess ko ang sarili ko, kung ano ang nararamdaman ko... it took me more than an hour before i respond to ur text message.

"kng tlgang klala mo ako, alam mo na nvr ako ngtanim ng sama ng loob. 4 how many tyms dat uve done me wrong is how many tyms i 4giv u. s lhat ng ngyari lam ko n may kslanan dn ako. dis yir mrmi ngyari pro lam ko n lhat my dhlan. dis coming yir, i jst wish all d love & hapness dat we both dsrv. Hapi New Year! God Bless!" - 31-12-2004 19:41

alam ko hindi ako galit sayo kasi it was the last thing na gusto ko maramdaman... and i know na pag ikaw na ang topic hindi ko magawang magalit ng matagal at magtanim ng sama ng loob... maybe becoz u're one of my bestest friend... na sa dami ng pinagdaanan nating dalawa, sa dami ng memories that we shared together... kahit na gaano pa kalaking kasalanan ang gawin mo... paulit-ulit man yun, magagawa pa rin kita mapatawad...

how many times did i say to myself that i let u go already... how many times did i say that im over u na... how many times did i say na ayoko na at pagod na ako... and it's all written here... sabi nga ng isang friend ko (kasi he kept on reading my bloggs) hindi daw lahat ng sinusulat ko d2 totoo... sinungaling daw ako... kasi yung mga sinusulat ko daw d2 hindi yun ang nararamdaman ko kundi yun ang gusto ko maramdaman... yung mga sinusulat ko d2, yun ang mga bagay na wish ko na magawa ko... but at the end of the day... hindi ko pa rin magawa... cguro nga tama sya... cguro nga sinungaling ako sa lahat ng sinusulat ko d2 pero alam ko na sa mga oras na sinusulat ko ang lahat ng nilalagay ko d2, yun ang nararamdaman ko...

hindi ganun kadaling kalimutan ang lahat... cguro kung gagawa ako ng isang buong istorya kulang ang isang page ng blogg ko sa story na nabuo nating dalawa... isang story sa bawat chapters ay maraming different emotions involve. maraming character ang nadadagdag pero ang lahat nagsimula sa isang simpleng friendship... isang friendship na until now hindi ko pa rin alam kung dapat ko pa bang pahalagahan at never i give up. kung tutuusin madaling gawan ng ending ang story natin ang mahirap lang eh kung pano ko lalagyan ng ending... dahil sa totoo lang ayoko naman talaga mag-end...

alam ko darating ang panahon matatapos din ang lahat ng kusa na lang, lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko mapapwi na lang, ang sugat ay na dulot ng lahat ng nangyari eh kusang maghihilom... hihintayin ko na lang yun... kung kelan man yun, hindi ko alam... at kung dumating na ang panahon na yun... sana both of us will...

LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER... kahit sa magkaibang mundo...

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 01:35 pm
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
-= dEaR GOD =-

I want to thank You for what you have already done.

I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards
I am thanking you right now
I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better
I am thanking you right now
I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me
I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears
I am thanking  you right now.
I am not going to wait until my financial situation improves
I am going  to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until the children are asleep and the house is quiet
I am going to thank you right now.
I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job
I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief
I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed.
I am thanking you right now.

I am thanking you because I am alive.
I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties.
I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles.
I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do
more  and do better.
I'm thanking you because FATHER,


YOU haven't given up on me.

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 05:22 pm
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
-= for all my FRIENDS =-

There are times na tinatanong ko ang sarili ko "y people can't accept things as they are?" is it bcoz they want something else or is it bcoz they think na meron pang mas better... there's a saying that TRUE FRIENDS, they're der thru thick and thin... pero minsan all we need is someone who'll listen to us... no matter it is good or bad... someone who'll just lend their ears for us and not someone who'll impose everything na sa palagay nila ay tama on their own way... it's not that u don't wanna hear their advises, it's just that sometimes we only do those things 'coz we think it will make us happy... but then, another question will cling..."why can't they be happy for us?" well, it's a fact that not all our decisions will make us happy... there are times that most of our decisions will only lead us into heartache and tears...

I can say that i am lucky enough 'coz i have so many friends that no matter what decisions i made, they're always there for me... na kahit na ilang beses ako nagkamali at ilang beses ako sabihan na matigas ang ulo ko at alam nila na hindi ako nakikinig sa kanila... they never gave up on me...

Sabi nga nung isang friend ko "in friendship hindi mo kailangan palaging sabihin kung ano ang dapat gawin ng kaibigan mo based on ur own beliefs... kailangan mo lang pakinggan ang gusto nila i-share sayo... you can lay all the cards in front of them but let them decide what card they want to choose... if they end up winning, we should be happy for them but if it's the other way around then we should be there for them not to blame them but to help them to accept the defeat"... 

I know that my friends love me 'coz what they only want is the best for me... ayaw nila akong makitang nasasaktan and all they wanna do is to protect me from pain...

A
nd for all my friends (kilala nyo na kung sino kayo)... thanks for everything!!!

SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 04:54 pm
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-= Good - Better - Best =-

Why pick for GOOD, when you can get
BETTER... and Why settle for BETTER when
you can have BEST!!!



SimpLe ThoughTs by jhenskie posted at exactly 12:41 pm
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